Ohhhhhhhhhhhhhhh how I really just want to beat my head up against a wall.......maybe it would knock some sense into me....
How much more plain can I make it to myself that these things ARE going to kill me!!! What the hell its not like i am in denial about what they do!!
I know whats in them, I know what the ingredients are used for other than smokes......
So why am I on this self destructive path????? I have no I idea!!!
That's off my chest I feel alittle better..........
I am NOT ok with quitting.......
(nothing like writing about my inner turmoil you should hear the arguments in my head)
Just admited I am crazy.......Thats all good......
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